Sunday, February 21, 2010
It's not such a bad life I lead.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
A Joke and a Very Brief Update
So I went to Israel. It was amazing. A month later, I'm still trying to find the words to describe what that experience was like. Perhaps in the coming days, I'll start posting pictures and telling the story one moment at a time.
It's test day in 7th grade language arts, which means I'm taking care of odds and end in between circulating around the room answering questions. At the end of 2nd period, when everyone was finally done and we were chatting about how it went, this non sequiter exchange occurred:
D: Ma'am, do you want to hear a joke?
Me: I would love to hear a joke.
D: What did the bar tender say to the neutron?
Me: What?
D: No charge for you!
I laughed. I've heard that joke since I was 12, but somehow it's truly hilarious coming from a 7th graders when he's supposed to be thinking about his Catholic School's Week essay.
It's test day in 7th grade language arts, which means I'm taking care of odds and end in between circulating around the room answering questions. At the end of 2nd period, when everyone was finally done and we were chatting about how it went, this non sequiter exchange occurred:
D: Ma'am, do you want to hear a joke?
Me: I would love to hear a joke.
D: What did the bar tender say to the neutron?
Me: What?
D: No charge for you!
I laughed. I've heard that joke since I was 12, but somehow it's truly hilarious coming from a 7th graders when he's supposed to be thinking about his Catholic School's Week essay.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Mermaid Zombie
I recently discovered I can send video here from my phone. I also recently rediscovered this gem from the summer.
I'll be home in just six days and I can hardly wait.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Incomplete
This week has been humbling me.
In the last eight days, I have experienced four significant "life FAIL" moments, as my peers and I commonly refer to it. To those of you still intelligent enough to describe your feelings in full English sentences rather than LOLspeak, a "FAIL" is a moment when something you're attempting, often either a simple task or grand undertaking, fails utterly. A "life FAIL" is when such a moment relates to something actually important, perhaps with lasting effects or repurcussions.
Yes. This past week = life fail. And boy howdy, has it brought me down a few pegs. Not that I was particularly high before, but I was getting comfortable in my confidence on some things and it was leading to complacency.
Complacent no more, I heave a sigh and turn eyes upwards and wonder aloud, "Really??"
But then, who have I to blame? You may have noticed I said earlier that I experienced four life fails this past week. That's not true. I brought those moments upon my own head. None were intentional choices on my part. It was all mostly bad calculation and poor allocation of scarce resources, not wanton slacking off, but the effect it the same.
This same week, this prayer has popped up over and over. It came into my head last Tuesday afternoon and repeated like a refrain. It came up in a conversation with one of my roommates. It was in an article I read a few days ago. This past Friday, our principal used it as the opening prayer to our faculty meeting.
I've been mulling it over. I've been mulling my own falible nature and the shortcomings that make me subject to multiple life FAILs in a short time. My incomplete self, my incomplete efforts, my incomplete life. The fact that all those things are going to stay incomplete. It's depressing at first, until you read the thing. I know I will never come close to all the things I want to -- ought to -- be, and "there is a sense of liberation in that".
The funny thing about realizing we are incomplete and subsequently surrenduring ourselves to God's will is that we actually become more complere in that action. In surrenduring, we gain the strength and ability to keep fighting.
To keep propheting that future we will not see.
In the last eight days, I have experienced four significant "life FAIL" moments, as my peers and I commonly refer to it. To those of you still intelligent enough to describe your feelings in full English sentences rather than LOLspeak, a "FAIL" is a moment when something you're attempting, often either a simple task or grand undertaking, fails utterly. A "life FAIL" is when such a moment relates to something actually important, perhaps with lasting effects or repurcussions.
Yes. This past week = life fail. And boy howdy, has it brought me down a few pegs. Not that I was particularly high before, but I was getting comfortable in my confidence on some things and it was leading to complacency.
Complacent no more, I heave a sigh and turn eyes upwards and wonder aloud, "Really??"
But then, who have I to blame? You may have noticed I said earlier that I experienced four life fails this past week. That's not true. I brought those moments upon my own head. None were intentional choices on my part. It was all mostly bad calculation and poor allocation of scarce resources, not wanton slacking off, but the effect it the same.
This same week, this prayer has popped up over and over. It came into my head last Tuesday afternoon and repeated like a refrain. It came up in a conversation with one of my roommates. It was in an article I read a few days ago. This past Friday, our principal used it as the opening prayer to our faculty meeting.
I've been mulling it over. I've been mulling my own falible nature and the shortcomings that make me subject to multiple life FAILs in a short time. My incomplete self, my incomplete efforts, my incomplete life. The fact that all those things are going to stay incomplete. It's depressing at first, until you read the thing. I know I will never come close to all the things I want to -- ought to -- be, and "there is a sense of liberation in that".
The funny thing about realizing we are incomplete and subsequently surrenduring ourselves to God's will is that we actually become more complere in that action. In surrenduring, we gain the strength and ability to keep fighting.
To keep propheting that future we will not see.
It helps now and then to step back and take a long view.
The Kingdom is not only beyond our efforts,
it is beyond our vision.
We accomplish in our lifetime only a fraction
of the magnificent enterprise that is God's work.
Nothing we do is complete, which is another way of
saying that the kingdom always lies beyond us.
No statement says all that could be said.
No prayer fully expresses our faith. No confession
brings perfection, no pastoral visit brings wholeness.
No program accomplishes the Church's mission.
No set of goals and objectives include everything.
This is what we are about. We plant the seeds that one
day will grow. We water the seeds already planted
knowing that they hold future promise.
We lay foundations that will need further development.
We provide yeast that produces effects
far beyond our capabilities.
We cannot do everything, and there is a sense of
liberation in realizing this.
This enables us to do something, and to do it very well.
It may be incomplete, but it is a beginning,
a step along the way, an opportunity for the Lord's
grace to enter and do the rest.
We may never see the end results, but that is the
difference between the master builder and the worker.
We are workers, not master builders, ministers, not
messiahs. We are prophets of a future not our own.
-- Archbishop Oscar Romero
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